Starflyer Eating

If you look at titles, this one probably seems odd- it’s an old indie band I listened to for a while. I’ll get to that in a second.

I’ve made it halfway through the second week of my diet and have discovered that I have very hobbitish qualities. Every time I sit down to have a meal, I do alright. Very yummy, filling and all those good meal-like things. The issue I’m having is that just as I put everything away, store all the goodies. I’m hungry again. Breakfast… 2nd breakfast! Whee!

Which brings me back to the Starflyer reference. The only album of theirs I actually have is called “Can’t Stop Eating”, which is currently my motto. From what I can figure (and from discussing this with a few others), basically my metabolism is asserting itself in the absences of certain foods.

The diet has been keeping me off of starches and complex sugars – which isn’t bad. But what those heavier foods do is give my body something to chew on. By eating only lighter foods for the past week or so, my body processes everything lickety-split and wants more. Instantly. Exercising ridiculously only exacerbates the problem. In fact, I screwed up my sleep schedule pretty bad by napping for several hours a day during the first week: exercise – sleep -eat – sleep – wake up – exercise -sleep – etc… It was pretty boring, let me tell you.

Everything else seems to be going great. I have to cook more, so I’m getting more used to making that part of my daily habits. The energy levels are higher, all that jazz. I’m just hungry all the time.

The second phase of the diet doesn’t add in all that many heavier foods, but there are some. I don’t think I’ve ever looked forward to potatoes and bananas so much before.

Anyway, I just ate dinner about 30 minutes ago, so I’m hungry again. Time to go raid the fridge for some more berries.

Maker’s Diet

It might be apparent from the series of health-related posts from the last year or so that I’ve been really struggling with a lot of diet issues. Fixing these started with switching to a gluten-free diet, which was a huge factor.

However, I’ve been struggling with flagging energy levels and a few other issues even with the gluten-free diet. From what gluten-free friends and family have told me, the first year is a rough one. Your digestive system takes at least 6 months to repair itself from the gluten-poisoning – a mark I passed a few months ago.

The tough spot now is that most of the semi-healthy eating habits I’d developed over the years aren’t compatible with my new diet. Add the fact that over the last few years I’ve really upped my physical conditioning means that I need a lot more healthy food intake than previously.

Enter the latest effort. I’m trying a health diet called the Maker’s Diet. It goes through three phases meant to purge your system of toxins and re-balance insulin and pH levels. Also, it tries to instill good eating habits while the diet is in effect. The eating habits are the big draw for me. Getting rid of toxins – great. Finding ways to get my energy levels back up to normal – much better.

So, off I go. I’m starting to feel the detox effects – which bite. Hungry all the time because I’m trying to fit a health diet into an active dancer’s work habits. When the book mentioned exercise it had a grand total of 30 minutes a day. It also considered meditative breathing exercises as… well, exercise. Don’t think several hours of conditioning, rehearsals and performances count as meditative breathing.

Anyway. Should be all better in another week or so when the next phase kicks in. I can eat a couple more things then!

Making Changes…

Since I’ve been fighting my insipid state of health for the past few months with little progress, I’ve decided to take a leap into the world of health diets.

After 6 months of being gluten-free (minus periodic poisonings) I’m starting to realize just how sensitive my body is to environmental and dietary factors. Concentration, energy and mood are major factors that I can usually trace to inadequate nutrition. Contrary to my usual opinion that pain only means you aren’t trying hard enough, I’ve decided that I need to start looking at my long-term diet structure as means to fix these problems and get on with the other methods of delivering pain to myself (parkour anyone?).

A friend has recommended that I try the Maker’s Diet, which is based on what we know of Biblical diets and the failings of modern agriculture. The cincher is that this friend is also gluten-free and had other health problems that have been largely mitigated by the Maker’s Diet.

Now I’m not fully on board yet. However, the Maker’s Diet has this handy little 40-day experience thingy that’s meant to detox your digestive system and reset your body. I plan on giving that a try and seeing how things turn out. At the end, you end up on what is essentially the long-term Maker’s Diet. If it works well, I guess things speak for themselves. If it doesn’t, I’ve eaten really healthy food for a month.

The biggest item I hope to get out this is finding a way to think about nutrition in a more structured fashion. At the moment, I live by the “surrounded-by-health-conscious-people bachelor” code: i.e. I buy better quality ingredients, but still eat like crap.

We’ll see what cute hyphenated label I give myself after this :D

Fall-ing Behind

ShadowFall 2010 is pretty much gone now. Well into the PUSH season and finished with a rough move.

For the curious, the move was just down the road, but I ran out of funds to furnish the place until about 2 weeks ago. Two months of sleeping on an air mattress while working, training and performing will pretty much wreck your season.

Anyway, the place is furnished now and my back thanks me profusely. Things are sort of getting back in the saddle now – rather than hanging on to a stirrup and praying the ground is level. As I was thinking of updating this thingy I came across a poem that kind of speaks to me right now. Hope you enjoy:

The deeper our faith, the more doubt we must endure;
the deeper our hope, the more prone we are to despair;
the deeper our love, the more pain its loss will bring:
these are a few of the paradoxes we must hold as human beings.
If we refuse to hold them
in hopes of living without doubt, despair, and pain,
we also find ourselves living without faith, hope, and love.

– Parker Palmer, from A Hidden Wholeness: The Journey Toward an Undivided Life
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Dietary Announcement: Wheat

Been struggling with my health amid a busy season lately, but I finally found the reason: I have a gluten intolerance.

Basically, I can’t eat grain products anymore. It’s a genetic condition called (among other things) celiac disease. My sister was diagnosed with this a few years ago, so I’ve been on a semi-cautious lookout since then. Gluten is a protein found in grains that has basically gotten way out of hand since farmers invented cross-breeding to increase harvest yields. Over the past couple hundred years the gluten content of grains has gone nuts. We’re talking multipliers in the hundreds. The human digestive system isn’t designed to handle that much gluten, so an autoimmune disorder has arisen that basically destroys your small intestine – making you unable to absorb nutrients and and generally turning you into a sickly person.

A few days ago I was attempting to go to sleep after a rough day when the thought occurred to me that I was exhibiting a lot of the symptoms for celiac. In the morning I cut the grain products out of my diet and almost immediately noticed a difference.

I hadn’t realized how bad I had been feeling until today. When I woke up, feeling great, I thought to myself “Gee, I like feeling this good. Sure beats being sickly.” Then I ate a protein bar I thought was gluten-free. I was incorrect. Within a few minutes I started feeling the ‘sickly’ symptoms coming back and double-checked the label. Yup, trace amounts of wheat involved in the manufacturing process.

So now I’m embarking on the new diet. It’s a big lifestyle change, especially for a bachelor “starving” artist. The hope is that by switching over, I’ll regain a lot of the energy that I haven’t had for a few months now. Even in the few days I’ve been testing the gluten-free diet I’ve felt more alert and energetic. The improved mental state is awesome. We’ll just have to wait and see what sort of long-term effects the change has in store as well.

In conclusion: Big life change, but don’t bake me a cake to celebrate ;)